to where you are..

February 12th, 2006 by ataraxia

                                       

"To Where You Are"

Who can say for certain
Maybe you’re still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear


Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn’t faith believing
All power can’t be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
‘Cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above


And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are

I know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are

Singer: Copyright ©Josh Groban
Music composed by: Copyright ©Richard Marx
Lyrics by Copyright© Linda Thompson

love eternal..

February 12th, 2006 by ataraxia

                 

                      the conclusion is always the same: love is the most
                          powerful and still the most unknown energy
                                                of the world.
                                   ….Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

          Couples united like this in marriage (spiritual marriage,
          regardless of legal ties) think and breathe permanence,
          and their eternal happiness is based on this idea.
          For all these reasons they are no longer two
          but one person - that, one flesh.
          To spiritual eyes it is plainly clear that they cannot
          be torn apart by either one’s death.

                                          

          This new thing should be added to these observations;
          that these two are not even separated by the death
          of one, since the spirit of the deceased husband
          or wife continues to live with the husband or wife
          who is not yet deceased. And this continues until the
          other one’s death, when they meet again and
          reunite themselves and love each other
          more tenderly than before because
          they are in the spiritual world.

                                                                  …..Emanuel Swedenborg

There is no death. Only a change of worlds

valentine poem

January 19th, 2006 by ataraxia

daddy

After all this time I love you so,
I love you in so many different ways.
My love is unconditional,
so unlike the setting sun,
because my heart will shine forever,
for me, you’ll always be the one.We’ve endured so much
but our bonds grow stronger still,
I know I’ll always love you,
and Jessie Rey, I know I always will.
with you in my life I feel complete,
and I love you with all my heart, my very soul.
You have nothing but my admiration,
together, we’ve overcome our obstacles,
together, we’ve battled and conquered our fears.
i am who i am because of you,
you’re the glue that holds this ship together,
and ours is a journey that’s just begun,
and it’s one that will last forever.
Because we have survived all our and other’s doubts,
and we’ve made more music than all the world’s ever sung,
I want you to know that you’re my king
to know simply, you are the best,
and any doubts you have about our future,
well, let me tell you, you can put those to rest.
Because you are my center of the Universe,
my magnetic pole, I am pulled towards you my love,
I am a wife, a friend, a lover,
truly blessed by the heavens above.
My desire for you is never ending,
and I think that’s all I want to say,
my knees buckle, my heart pounds,
every time you flash that smile my way.
This is my never ending desire,
our life and our love my final role,
naturally, lasting forever and ever,
engulfing you mind, body and soul.

                      

                            mommy..(valentines day, 2005)

April 25th, 2005 by ataraxia

DISTURBED

By: JRM

Sept. 15, 2003 21:00-01:54

The deafening call of the night woke me up!

Shattered, I slinked beside my bed

Wondering if I’m still alive or already dead!

So numb; so cold..so sucked up!

Bugging thoughts in my head, they never stop!

Tears flow down my face

Stiff and blank, to every drop I stared

The eyes they came from, like fire they glared!

Gripped my heart for the pain that stays

A soft pith devoid of love’s grace!

Far away she went, in a foreign land

Left behind love to seek for greater fortune

‘said she won’t be long, she’s coming back soon

to these promising words, I stand!

All I do is wait, for I don’t demand!

Will time take it’s toll?

For I fear nothing but ‘change’

I heard her voice, it sounded so strange!

Will she stay down so she won’t fall?

For a man or power that does nothing but a life to ruffle!

Nevertheless,I shall still be there to heed your call

A weird feeling brought me outside

As I gazed through the sky the corn moon took my attention

Ah, the thing she said our nearest connection!

Isn’t it a wonder, with earth it doesn’t collide?

Unlike two hearts miles apart filled with doubt that doesn’t subside!

With a heavy heart I went back to bed

Nearly gone crazy caused by sadness

She should have been there to cure the madness

I don’t know why she must feel hate and dread!

To me, whose love for her is never dead!

I’ve retired for the night..with her face inside my head…